New York State of Mind

In two months 2 months, 11 days, and 8 hours I will be boarding my plane to New York.

I have nothing planned except my arrival date.

Many people ask me why I am moving there, what are my plans when I get there, where I am going to live, how long I am planning on living there, how am I going to pay for anything, and the only answer I have is “I have absolutely no idea.”

As of now, I do not have a place to live. I do not have job. I have no time span as of how long I will be there. I have no plans as to what I want to do or will be doing out there.

This scares everyone I talk to. But I am not scared in the slightest.

I am comforted knowing with every fiber of my being, God has called me to New York and has a plan for me.

No I am not expecting to just sit here and all of sudden a place to live or a job will just come to me. I am actively on craigslist, Gypsy Housing, AirBnb, looking for something, but I am not worried that I will not find have a place to rest my head. I know, as long as God knows that I am fully trusting him in this adventure, he will guide me to where he wants me.

I guess, I am not my own making plans because if I do they will not be His plan.

I am not going to New York for me. I am not going as a means to run away. Honestly, initially thought I was moving to get away from San Diego, but recently I have found that God wants me to do His work in New York. Which I still find incredibly insane!

I am a freshly anointed daughter of Christ and for some reason he has chosen me to go. Even before I claimed Jesus as my own. And this is a calling that I will not deny myself from.

So in writing, I guess I answered one question for you. I am moving to New York to do God’s work. I still have know idea why or for what, but that is the beauty of it.

Proverbs 3: 5-6 says,

“Trust in the Lord with all of your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him; and he will make your paths straight.”

I still  have so many questions, but I will wait to see what He has planned for me in New York.

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